My God: Source of my Strength

This was my unpublished blog last 2010... It has been quite a while. ahhaha

"I am a fool, stupid, idiot....what else?" These are the recurring words inside my head. I am down. buried. 6 feet under. No one wants to listen or be with me. I am alone. (literally, because nobody's here in the house. ONLY ME! senti mode...)



While streaming, I found this music video of sugarfree. I paused and listened. Hmmmm, I tried to reflect on the lyrics that i'm hearing. 



It reminds me of a verse in the Bible..`"That is why, for Christ's sake, I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong." (2 Cor 12.9-10)

There are many verses in the bible but this one reminds me of how vulnerable I am. Even i am stupid etc. in the eyes of other people, I use this as a source of my strength... knowing God is here on my side to cover this absurdity and weakness of mine. 

"Kung wala ka ng maintindihan..kung wala ka ng makapitan...Kapit lang sa akin kapit lang sa akin..At di kita bibitawan...di kita pababayaan..."

Yes! i'm not a very religious man but 

I DO BELIEVE IN GOD... 

I DO HAVE FAITH IN HIM.HE WILL NOT ABANDON ME... US.